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15 September 2008 @ 12:07 am
I really, really miss LJ. You guys are loved, do you know that?

Well, you are.

*kiss kiss* and all that...
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23 July 2008 @ 06:28 pm
I had the best time ever in NYC. I absolutely cannot wait to go back, it felt like home. BADASS.

I was hired to work for BCBG Max Azria today! I am their SF brand ambassador. It is a really awesome feeling to get a real job in my chosen field. They also want to to intern this fall, "with an intent to brought on" (read: hired) within their product design division. It was a really positive experience because I have such an immense fear of failure.

Todd and I are in an awesome spot right now. Keep your fingers crossed for us please.

I miss talking to you all of you girlies. I'm sorry things are so busy at the moment. I think about you daily, I really do.
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10 June 2008 @ 06:57 am
I ate them for dinner last night with some Soy Delicious green tea ice cream for dessert. I stopped eating when I felt full, which was such an unfamiliar, yet comforting feeling. Years of starving when I'm hungry and eating 'till it hurts have really whacked out my appetite cues. I also forgot I'd even ate those things until I went to bed. Normally I would have spent the whole evening in a panic because I kept 'bad' food down, which usually would've lead to a purge too. This is a big deal for me, especially because it felt so effortless.
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23 May 2008 @ 01:11 pm
I am dying to go see Dane Cook in Vegas this Sunday. Anybody here want to go/going already?
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18 May 2008 @ 02:38 pm
"Friendship improves happiness and abates misery, by the doubling of our joy and the dividing of our grief."

--Marcus Tullius Cicero
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25 April 2008 @ 11:59 pm
Someone come make out with me. I'm so effin' horny.
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21 April 2008 @ 12:39 pm
"Be gentle with yourself. You are a child of the universe, no less than the trees and the stars. In the noisy confusion of life, keep peace in your soul."

--Max Ehrmann
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17 April 2008 @ 08:36 pm
...get under the covers, and read this interview. I scanned it from The Sun magazine, which is a fantastic publication I subscribe to full of poetry, stories, photography, and...no advertisements : ) The content always speaks to the soul, and this article is especially appropriate for myself right now and, I think, for many of you as well. It echoes and reaffirms the attitude I've always tried to have towards pain and struggle. We must embrace these experiences and see them for their ability to lead to enlightenment and peace. Anyway, Miriam Greenspan expounds on it far better than I ever could and I hope you can get something from it.

Through A Glass Darkly (scanned pages under cut)Collapse )

I really want to apologize to all of you for not commenting and such. I am trying to limit my OL time in order to get through this semester with my GPA intact. Again, thank you all so very much for being my friend. Feel free to hunt me down and yell at me if you need support ; )

p.s. I am kicking bulimia's ass right now. Only 2 tiny purges (both times it was oatmeal...for pete's sake) in the last 2 weeks and 0 binges.
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10 February 2008 @ 07:22 pm
Do you guys like to dance? Do you get into the music or is it more about expressing your body?

My boyfriend and I usually go dancing when he comes into town. It's always a blast because we both love to dance and we enjoy the same music. Last night we went to a club we don't usually go to and, though I could never explain it, it was somehow more amazing than usual. I swear to you...we touched god.
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04 January 2008 @ 04:03 pm
I wasn't quite sure how to word this, so I just threw some sentences together and figured you'd probably understand what I'm asking : )

What qualities do you require in a friend? What do you think makes someone a *true* friend? Is there such a thing? And if so, do you have someone like that in your life?